its been a stressful week.
with the cca showcase performance and me being the "choreographer"when i was supposedly only performing inside my cca showcase group.
what should i have done?
no one took up the role,
no one bothered to do anything.
should i have left it as it were.
should i have kept my mouth shut all the way?
maybe i should have.

in any case, no ones to blame but me.
not that i couldn't be bothered with anything,
just that i have never done a choreographed a showcase.
i'd go on and on about the details but that probably wouldn't be a good excuse anyway.

the thing i am most grateful and thankful for is the PASSION AND COMMITMENT from my dancers.
that alone was really more than enough i suppose.

all these stress has really got me thinking and hoping i had someone right here with me.