clubbing = fun ttm - ($35 +cab fare)
no clubbing = boring +$35 +cab fare

just for tonight? not worth the $$ mann.

can't believe schools gonna start again.
holidays just ZOOMED by and all i can remember is choreo training.
its 2011 soon.

expect the unexpected. like really

you're such a noob.

lol

see it was never really about me, you or any of us.
it was always about Jesus.
that i've come to realise and remember this Christmas.
"I have told you this so that my joy may be in you and that your joy may be complete." - John 15:11

why are we always going somewhere?
when we're not, we're finding somewhere to go.
in the end,
we're without aim,
without destination

maybe sometimes you gotta cross outta the safe zones.

gahhh can't believe i'm still waiting.

anyway since i'm so free now time to list out my Christmas wishlist:
-evisu jeans
-a friggin new haircut
-new phone cover(maybe bumper this time?)
-apple plug in earphones

-Christmas to be Christmas and not Xmas
-closer friends
-staying close to my folks
-having the super chilled out shoik lifestyle forever like this week and last
-staying awesome
-meeting awesome people
-not tiring out so easily

okay i admit, i just want evisu jeans someone get it for me please someone get it for me please someone get it for me please

call me crazy but check this out:
http://www.room322.ca/room-322-japanese-denim-101-evsiu/

what bitterness.

most of us live waiting, be it to get something, for something to happen or for some chances to come by. but then we don't have to live like this because we can enjoy life and appreciate whats already here. right?

i guess i feel like i'm stuck,
stuck between living to wait and living to enjoy.
somehow

YES

Hah never felt so happy after an exam before cuz this time was maths AND I STUDIED WOOHOO!! Parteh time.

sometimes some things won't matter when you decide it doesn't

like dice,
sometimes we know we want 6 so bad but do we roll hard or drop it?

see that kid? thats me, trying to do the impossible.
and it was all because i came unprepared. i should have brought this:

or something like that.

While we live we're always waiting for something aren't we all?
imma que for koi now ;|

i finally have some time.
poly life has been such a blur, so busy.
whenever i have a little time i've been watching HOW I MET YOUR MOTHER(like the awesome-est show ever) so i haven't actually been nothingtodo-less.
i still aspire to be famous for my style in breakin.
i am not enjoying my study, but i like my social circle now.
i'm a lil'crazy over new era caps, for the time being.
i'm taking a shortcut because i need to.
half the time i feel a rush of emotions run through me,
love
joy
peace
sadness
disappointment
& i'll just scream
just so i'd feel alive.

Terrified

surprising how I found this song by kara dioguardi.
first i attended a fundraiser concert at VJ and heard this song cover sung by Natalie Yup(& I thought it was really damn good), next I see it on one of my friends blog in the most recent post.
so i looked it up and got hooked.