just like the old days

vindicate me.

but oh so cruel the universe;

thy world of fantasy put asunder as dawn breaks.

I live in my very own world, a world of dreams.

troubles dissolve into the night sky.

takes my breath away.

sometimes you win, sometimes you lose.
sometimes everthing goes well,

sometimes everything goes wrong.

I have lost sight of the light and all that awaits me; darkness.
My days have become blurred and unclear.
Even in my dreams i struggle.
save me,
Father.

are you people sick? physco?
until now i still don't know what goes on in those twisted minds.
despair & sorrow, joy & contentment.
why do you all choose to enjoy pain and suffering when you can choose the latter.
i'd wish for myself to stay conscious, keep my mind in check.
although i know slowly, surely, i'm losing it too.
is there any way out?
save me.

its been a long time.

can you comprehend it all